live performance by the legendary Dave Davies, co-founder of the British rock band The Kinks, recorded at the Paste Studios in New York City on July 26, 2017
Source: Dave Davies – Strangers – 7/26/2017 – Paste Studios, New York, NY – YouTube
I’m very excited for this thing I’m regularly mad about to come back. 🙂 Read more
I’m very excited for this thing I’m regularly mad about to come back. 🙂

I’ve been 37 for all of one month, though this month alone has aged me a decade. A cluster of recurrent issues… Read more
I’ve been 37 for all of one month, though this month alone has aged me a decade. A cluster of recurrent issues at work—ghosts of bad decisions past—have returned to haunt the codebase, and since I’m the last soul standing from that era, the blame has naturally settled on my shoulders like a heavy, unfair shroud. Even the promotion I finally secured felt less like a triumph and more like a long-overdue debt settled with interest. But, enough about the corporate grind. To keep from spiraling, I’ve been retreating into a media diet focused on permanence: building a physical library that doesn’t vanish when a subscription lapses or a server goes down.
Still subscribed to too many things, but hopefully, over time that will be less of a factor when I can just grab a movie, series, book, or album I love off the shelf. I’m enjoying the ritual of listening to vinyl as well, though, I’ll admit I’m less likely to give up my Apple Music subscription for discovery and listening on the go. Gaming is a bit of a sore subject, though.
The new record player has been a total joy to use, offering a warm and unique sound that digital formats just can’t replicate. I chose Sufjan Stevens’ “Illinois” and of Montreal’s “Skeletal Lamping” as my first acquisitions because they are both complex, layered albums that really benefit from the tactile listening experience and rich acoustics of vinyl.

Sufjan Stevens,
Illinois (2005)
★★★★☆
This album makes my cry like a little baby while questioning what we might all have in common with a killer clown.

of Montreal,
Skeletal Lamping (2008)
★★★★☆
Mr. Barnes is always a delight, and two albums deep into his deep lean into experimental funk he may be at his peak for me.
There is a deep sense of satisfaction in building a physical movie library. Selecting “Rope” for its masterful suspense and “Speed Racer” for its vibrant, overwhelming visuals felt like the perfect way to start this collection. Beyond the aesthetic, it’s increasingly important to me to have high-quality media available that doesn’t rely on the whims of internet connectivity or streaming licensing deals.

Rope (1948)
★★★★★
The way this film gets suspense to build to the point that you’re staring at a door in the background in fearful anticipation is magical.

Speed Racer (2008)
★★★☆☆
Worth owning for the visuals alone. Felt a bit like Austin Powers and/or Spice World meets Spy Kids. John Goodman and Susan Sarandon are, of course, great.
Previously, I had invested in a digital library of movies that I’d add to whenever a sale was on, but some de-listing issues around some recently-dead stores have scared me away from leaning too far in on that—besides, most UHD releases include a digital copy anyway, so you get the best of both worlds.
Next, I’m wanting to grab some series on blu-ray. Starting with some of my comfort shows if I can find them.
I really would prefer the ability to pop a disc into my Xbox or cartridge in my Switch 2 and just play, but modern games tend to treat physical media as more of a license tracker than anything else. This is why the game key cards don’t upset me, because of drive speeds almost all physical blu-ray games have to be installed and updated when you pop them in.
So, for that I’m stuck building libraries across the walled gardens of Xbox, Nintendo, and Steam.
Books, on the other hand… I do want to start buying more physical copies. Frankly, my Kindle is nice, but a physical reminder helps me remember to finish a book and not just leave it on 45% complete sitting on an e-reader.
Plus, I really want to pick up some of my favorite comic arcs in trade paperbacks so I can enjoy them whenever I want.
Are you turning to a move physical media collection? Why or why not? And, if so, any advice on the video games of it all?

I’ve been doing some totally unscientific research on streaming service ad loads lately, and honestly, the results are both fascinating and infuriating.… Read more
I’ve been doing some totally unscientific research on streaming service ad loads lately, and honestly, the results are both fascinating and infuriating.
As someone who’s had to go ad-supported on pretty much every service to save money, I’ve become intimately familiar with just how wildly different the advertising experience can be from platform to platform. What started as casual observation during my recent Buffy rewatch has turned into a full-blown comparison project.
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Every song is a breadcrumb on the tangled path back to who I’ve been. In this series, I let shuffle decide which… Read more
Every song is a breadcrumb on the tangled path back to who I’ve been. In this series, I let shuffle decide which memories resurface, giving each musical phase its turn in the spotlight—and seeing what stories wake up with the sound.
I lack the ability to actively recall memories, for the most part. I have no clue why, and I’ve never really had the kind of consistent insurance coverage that would’ve let me explore that area—or any of the similar weirdness, like how I just drop into a black void when I fall asleep and wake up with zero recollection of dreams, if there were any at all.
Context drags memories out of me whether I want it to or not, though. And nothing has a more powerful ability to do this than music.
(more…)I say as my blood pressure rises. Read more
I say as my blood pressure rises.

my week-ending 17 August #BB27 rankings(based solely on how much I like seeing them on my little screen) Keanu continues to be… Read more
my week-ending 17 August #BB27 rankings
(based solely on how much I like seeing them on my little screen)
Keanu continues to be messy, but in an entertaining way. Whenever I think I’m gonna drop Ava down a few notches, she pops up to spit straight facts. More solo Katherine time on feeds always endears me to her. Kelley not having a filter continues to be amazing. Will needs to wake the fuck up and play. Ashley needs to shut the fuck up and play less. The bump Vince had for wearing an egg suit last week has also faded and in his desperation, his pressure campaign on Lauren to use the veto has been Gross.
Speaking as someone who owns a less-than-a-month old Steam Deck OLED but is mostly and Xbox guy, I honestly don’t know how… Read more
Speaking as someone who owns a less-than-a-month old Steam Deck OLED but is mostly and Xbox guy, I honestly don’t know how to feel. Portable Windows still sounds painful but an ecosystem would be pretty nice…